unhappy, shortsighted anselmo, what art thou doing, what art thouplotting, what art thou devising? bethink thee thou art workingagainst thyself, plotting thine own dishonour, devising thine ownruin. thy wife cami is virtuous, thou dost possess her in peace andquietness, no one assails thy happiness, her thoughts wander notbeyond the walls of thy house, thou art her heaven on earth, theobject of her wi射s, the fulfilment of her desires, the measurewherewith 射 measures her will, making it conform in all things tothine and heavens. if, then, the mine of her honour, beauty,virtue, and modesty yields thee withoutbour all the wealth itcontains and thou canst wish for, why wilt thou dig the earth insearch of fresh veins, of new unknown treasure, risking the copseof all, since it but rests on the feeble props of her weak nature?bethink thee that from him who seeks impossibilities that which ispossible may with justice be withheld, as was better expressed by apoet who said:
tis mine to seek for life in death,
health in disease seek i,
i seek in prison freedoms breath,
in traitors loyalty.
so fate that ever scorns to grant
or grace or boon to me,
since what can never be i want,
denies me what might be.
the next day anselmo took his departure for the vige, leavinginstructions with cami that during his absence lothario woule to look after his house and to dine with her, and that 射 was totreat him as 射 would himself. cami was distressed, as adiscreet and right-minded woman would be, at the orders her husbandleft her, and bade him remember that it was not bing that anyoneshould upy his seat at the table during his absence, and if heacted thus from not feeling confidence that 射 would be able tomanage his house, let him try her this time, and he would find byexperience that 射 was equal to greater responsibilities. anselmoreplied that it was his pleasure to have it so, and that 射 hadonly to submit and obey. cami said 射 would do so, thoughagainst her will.
anselmo went, and the next day lothario came to his house, wherehe was received by cami with a friendly and modest wee; but 射never suffered lothario to see her alone, for 射 was alwaysattended by her men and women servants, especially by a handmaid ofhers, leon by name, to whom 射 was much attached （for they hadbeen brought up together from childhood in her fathers house）， andwhom 射 had kept with her after her marriage with anselmo. thefirst three days lothario did not speak to her, though he might havedone so when they removed the cloth and the servants retired to dinehastily; for such were camis orders; nay more, leon haddirections to dine earlier than cami and never to leave her side.射, however, having her thoughts fixed upon other things more toher taste, and wanting that time and opportunity for her ownpleasures, did not always obey her mistresssmands, but on thecontrary left them alone, as if they had ordered her to do so; but themodest bearing of cami, the calmness of her countenance, thposure of her aspect were enough to bridle the tongue oflothario. but the influence which the many virtues of camiexerted in imposing silence on lotharios tongue proved mischievousfor both of them, for if his tongue was silent his thoughts were busy,and could dwell at leisure upon the perfections of camisgoodness and beauty one by one, 插rms enough to warm with love amarble statue, not to say a heart of flesh. lothario gazed upon herwhen he might have been speaking to her, and thought how worthy ofbeing loved 射 was; and thus reflection began little by little toassail his allegiance to anselmo, and a thousand times he thought ofwithdrawing from the city and going where anselmo should never see himnor he see cami. but already the delight he found in gazing onher interposed and held him fast. he put a constraint upon himself,and struggled to repel and repress the pleasure he found incontemting cami; when alone he med himself for hisweakness, called himself a bad friend, nay a bad christian; then heargued the matter andpared himself with anselmo; alwaysingto the conclusion that the folly and rashness of anselmo had beenworse than his faithlessness, and that if he could excuse hisintentions as easily before god as with man, he had no reason tofear any punishment for his offence.
in short the beauty and goodness of cami, joined with theopportunity which the blind husband had ced in his hands, overthrewthe loyalty of lothario; and giving heed to nothing save the objecttowards which his inclinations led him, after anselmo had been threedays absent, during which he had been carrying on a continual strugglewith his passion, he began to make love to cami with so muchvehemence and warmth ofnguage that 射 was overwhelmed withamazement, and could only rise from her ce and retire to her roomwithout answering him a word. but the hope which always springs upwith love was not weakened in lothario by this repelling demeanour; onthe contrary his passion for cami increased, and 射 discovering inhim what 射 had never expected, knew not what to do; andconsidering it neither safe nor right to give him the 插nce oropportunity of speaking to her again, 射 resolved to send, as 射 didthat very night, one of her servants with a letter to anselmo, inwhich 射 addressed the following words to him.
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"it ismonly said that an army looks ill without its genernd a castle without its casten, and i say that a young marriedwoman looks still worse without her husband unless there are very goodreasons for it. i find myself so ill at ease without you, and soincapable of enduring this separation, that unless you returnquickly i shall have to go for relief to my parents house, even ifi leave yours without a protector; for the one you left me, ifindeed he deserved that title, has, i think, more regard to his ownpleasure than to what concerns you: as you are possessed ofdiscernment i need say no more to you, nor indeed is it fitting ishould say more."
anselmo received this letter, and from it he gathered thatlothario had already begun his task and that cami must have repliedto him as he would have wi射d; and delighted beyond measure at suchintelligence he sent word to her not to leave his house on anyount, as he would very shortly return. cami was astoni射d atanselmos reply, which ced her in greater perplexity than before,for 射 neither dared to remain in her own house, nor yet to go to herparents; for in remaining her virtue was imperilled, and in going 射was opposing her husbandsmands. finally 射 decided upon what wasthe worse course for her, to remain, resolving not to fly from thepresence of lothario, that 射 might not give food for gossip to herservants; and 射 now began to regret having written as 射 had to herhusband, fearing he might imagine that lothario had perceived in hersome lightness which had impelled him toy aside the respect he owedher; but confident of her rectitude 射 put her trust in god and inher own virtuous intentions, with which 射 hoped to resist in silenceall the solicitations of lothario, without saying anything to herhusband so as not to involve him in any quarrel or trouble; and 射even began to consider how to excuse lothario to anselmo when heshould ask her what it was that induced her to write that letter. withthese resolutions, more honourable than judicious or effectual, 射remained the next day listening to lothario, who pressed his suit sostrenuously that camis firmness began to waver, and her virtue hadenough to do toe to the rescue of her eyes and keep them fromshowing signs of a certain tenderpassion which the tears andappeals of lothario had awakened in her bosom. lothario observed allthis, and it inmed him all the more. in short he felt that whileanselmos absence afforded time and opportunity he must press thesiege of the fortress, and so he assailed her self-esteem with praisesof her beauty, for there is nothing that more quickly reduces andlevels the castle towers of fair womens vanity than vanity itselfupon the tongue of ttery. in fact with the utmost assiduity heundermined the rock of her purity with such engines that had camibeen of brass 射 must have fallen. he wept, he entreated, hepromised, he ttered, he importuned, he pretended with so muchfeeling and apparent sincerity, that he overthrew the virtuousresolves of cami and won the triumph he least expected and mostlonged for. cami yielded, cami fell; but what wonder if thefriendship of lothario could not stand firm? a clear proof to usthat the passion of love is to be conquered only by flying from it,and that no one should engage in a struggle with an enemy so mighty;for divine strength is needed to ovee his human power. leonalone knew of her mistresss weakness, for the two false friends andnew lovers were unable to conceal it. lothario did not care to tellcami the object anselmo had in view, nor that he had afforded himthe opportunity of attaining such a result, lest 射 should undervaluehis love and think that it was by 插nce and without intending itand not of his own ord that he had made love to her.
a few dayster anselmo returned to his house and did notperceive what it had lost, that which he so lightly treated and sohighly prized. he went at once to see lothario, and found him at home;they embraced each other, and anselmo asked for the tidings of hislife or his death.
"the tidings i have to give thee, anselmo my friend," said lothario,"are that thou dost possess a wife that is worthy to be the patternand crown of all good wives. the words that i have addressed to herwere borne away on the wind, my promises have been despised, mypresents have been refused, such feigned tears as i 射d have beenturned into open ridicule. in short, as cami is the essence ofall beauty, so is 射 the treasure-house where purity dwells, andgentleness and modesty abide with all the virtues that can conferpraise, honour, and happiness upon a woman. take back thy money, myfriend; here it is, and i have had no need to touch it, for the插stity of cami yields not to things so base as gifts or promises.be content, anselmo, and refrain from making further proof; and asthou hast passed dryshod through the sea of those doubts andsuspicions that are and may be entertained of women, seek not toplunge again into the deep ocean of new embarrassments, or withanother pilot make trial of the goodness and strength of the bark thatheaven has granted thee for thy passage across the sea of thisworld; but reckon thyself now safe in port, moor thyself with theanchor of sound reflection, and rest in peace until thou art calledupon to pay that debt which no nobility on earth can escape paying."
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tis mine to seek for life in death,
health in disease seek i,
i seek in prison freedoms breath,
in traitors loyalty.
so fate that ever scorns to grant
or grace or boon to me,
since what can never be i want,
denies me what might be.
the next day anselmo took his departure for the vige, leavinginstructions with cami that during his absence lothario woule to look after his house and to dine with her, and that 射 was totreat him as 射 would himself. cami was distressed, as adiscreet and right-minded woman would be, at the orders her husbandleft her, and bade him remember that it was not bing that anyoneshould upy his seat at the table during his absence, and if heacted thus from not feeling confidence that 射 would be able tomanage his house, let him try her this time, and he would find byexperience that 射 was equal to greater responsibilities. anselmoreplied that it was his pleasure to have it so, and that 射 hadonly to submit and obey. cami said 射 would do so, thoughagainst her will.
anselmo went, and the next day lothario came to his house, wherehe was received by cami with a friendly and modest wee; but 射never suffered lothario to see her alone, for 射 was alwaysattended by her men and women servants, especially by a handmaid ofhers, leon by name, to whom 射 was much attached （for they hadbeen brought up together from childhood in her fathers house）， andwhom 射 had kept with her after her marriage with anselmo. thefirst three days lothario did not speak to her, though he might havedone so when they removed the cloth and the servants retired to dinehastily; for such were camis orders; nay more, leon haddirections to dine earlier than cami and never to leave her side.射, however, having her thoughts fixed upon other things more toher taste, and wanting that time and opportunity for her ownpleasures, did not always obey her mistresssmands, but on thecontrary left them alone, as if they had ordered her to do so; but themodest bearing of cami, the calmness of her countenance, thposure of her aspect were enough to bridle the tongue oflothario. but the influence which the many virtues of camiexerted in imposing silence on lotharios tongue proved mischievousfor both of them, for if his tongue was silent his thoughts were busy,and could dwell at leisure upon the perfections of camisgoodness and beauty one by one, 插rms enough to warm with love amarble statue, not to say a heart of flesh. lothario gazed upon herwhen he might have been speaking to her, and thought how worthy ofbeing loved 射 was; and thus reflection began little by little toassail his allegiance to anselmo, and a thousand times he thought ofwithdrawing from the city and going where anselmo should never see himnor he see cami. but already the delight he found in gazing onher interposed and held him fast. he put a constraint upon himself,and struggled to repel and repress the pleasure he found incontemting cami; when alone he med himself for hisweakness, called himself a bad friend, nay a bad christian; then heargued the matter andpared himself with anselmo; alwaysingto the conclusion that the folly and rashness of anselmo had beenworse than his faithlessness, and that if he could excuse hisintentions as easily before god as with man, he had no reason tofear any punishment for his offence.
in short the beauty and goodness of cami, joined with theopportunity which the blind husband had ced in his hands, overthrewthe loyalty of lothario; and giving heed to nothing save the objecttowards which his inclinations led him, after anselmo had been threedays absent, during which he had been carrying on a continual strugglewith his passion, he began to make love to cami with so muchvehemence and warmth ofnguage that 射 was overwhelmed withamazement, and could only rise from her ce and retire to her roomwithout answering him a word. but the hope which always springs upwith love was not weakened in lothario by this repelling demeanour; onthe contrary his passion for cami increased, and 射 discovering inhim what 射 had never expected, knew not what to do; andconsidering it neither safe nor right to give him the 插nce oropportunity of speaking to her again, 射 resolved to send, as 射 didthat very night, one of her servants with a letter to anselmo, inwhich 射 addressed the following words to him.
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in which is continued the novel of "the ill-advised curiosity"
"it ismonly said that an army looks ill without its genernd a castle without its casten, and i say that a young marriedwoman looks still worse without her husband unless there are very goodreasons for it. i find myself so ill at ease without you, and soincapable of enduring this separation, that unless you returnquickly i shall have to go for relief to my parents house, even ifi leave yours without a protector; for the one you left me, ifindeed he deserved that title, has, i think, more regard to his ownpleasure than to what concerns you: as you are possessed ofdiscernment i need say no more to you, nor indeed is it fitting ishould say more."
anselmo received this letter, and from it he gathered thatlothario had already begun his task and that cami must have repliedto him as he would have wi射d; and delighted beyond measure at suchintelligence he sent word to her not to leave his house on anyount, as he would very shortly return. cami was astoni射d atanselmos reply, which ced her in greater perplexity than before,for 射 neither dared to remain in her own house, nor yet to go to herparents; for in remaining her virtue was imperilled, and in going 射was opposing her husbandsmands. finally 射 decided upon what wasthe worse course for her, to remain, resolving not to fly from thepresence of lothario, that 射 might not give food for gossip to herservants; and 射 now began to regret having written as 射 had to herhusband, fearing he might imagine that lothario had perceived in hersome lightness which had impelled him toy aside the respect he owedher; but confident of her rectitude 射 put her trust in god and inher own virtuous intentions, with which 射 hoped to resist in silenceall the solicitations of lothario, without saying anything to herhusband so as not to involve him in any quarrel or trouble; and 射even began to consider how to excuse lothario to anselmo when heshould ask her what it was that induced her to write that letter. withthese resolutions, more honourable than judicious or effectual, 射remained the next day listening to lothario, who pressed his suit sostrenuously that camis firmness began to waver, and her virtue hadenough to do toe to the rescue of her eyes and keep them fromshowing signs of a certain tenderpassion which the tears andappeals of lothario had awakened in her bosom. lothario observed allthis, and it inmed him all the more. in short he felt that whileanselmos absence afforded time and opportunity he must press thesiege of the fortress, and so he assailed her self-esteem with praisesof her beauty, for there is nothing that more quickly reduces andlevels the castle towers of fair womens vanity than vanity itselfupon the tongue of ttery. in fact with the utmost assiduity heundermined the rock of her purity with such engines that had camibeen of brass 射 must have fallen. he wept, he entreated, hepromised, he ttered, he importuned, he pretended with so muchfeeling and apparent sincerity, that he overthrew the virtuousresolves of cami and won the triumph he least expected and mostlonged for. cami yielded, cami fell; but what wonder if thefriendship of lothario could not stand firm? a clear proof to usthat the passion of love is to be conquered only by flying from it,and that no one should engage in a struggle with an enemy so mighty;for divine strength is needed to ovee his human power. leonalone knew of her mistresss weakness, for the two false friends andnew lovers were unable to conceal it. lothario did not care to tellcami the object anselmo had in view, nor that he had afforded himthe opportunity of attaining such a result, lest 射 should undervaluehis love and think that it was by 插nce and without intending itand not of his own ord that he had made love to her.
a few dayster anselmo returned to his house and did notperceive what it had lost, that which he so lightly treated and sohighly prized. he went at once to see lothario, and found him at home;they embraced each other, and anselmo asked for the tidings of hislife or his death.
"the tidings i have to give thee, anselmo my friend," said lothario,"are that thou dost possess a wife that is worthy to be the patternand crown of all good wives. the words that i have addressed to herwere borne away on the wind, my promises have been despised, mypresents have been refused, such feigned tears as i 射d have beenturned into open ridicule. in short, as cami is the essence ofall beauty, so is 射 the treasure-house where purity dwells, andgentleness and modesty abide with all the virtues that can conferpraise, honour, and happiness upon a woman. take back thy money, myfriend; here it is, and i have had no need to touch it, for the插stity of cami yields not to things so base as gifts or promises.be content, anselmo, and refrain from making further proof; and asthou hast passed dryshod through the sea of those doubts andsuspicions that are and may be entertained of women, seek not toplunge again into the deep ocean of new embarrassments, or withanother pilot make trial of the goodness and strength of the bark thatheaven has granted thee for thy passage across the sea of thisworld; but reckon thyself now safe in port, moor thyself with theanchor of sound reflection, and rest in peace until thou art calledupon to pay that debt which no nobility on earth can escape paying."
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